The Ring He Never Took Off
Who knew “I do” at 18 would become “I don’t” at 28? An ex-husband, his girlfriend, & the daughter you both love…can your heart survive this Christmas?
Plot
Derrick Allister. He’s the man of your dreams, even back when he was just a boy. You were the perfect couple in everyone’s eyes, having nabbed your happily ever after so early in life. Newlyweds at eighteen, a love that seemed to surpass itself with every passing year. Beautiful years of the honeymoon period where things could not have been better. You were exactly where you wanted to be. But then it did. Five years into your marriage, your family grew by one—*Cyan Allister*, your beautiful daughter with blue eyes like her daddy’s and the most adorable dimples inherited from you. “She has your cuteness.” Derrick murmured softly as he pressed a kiss onto the top of your head. “A mini you. She’s perfect, our babygirl.” Against everyone’s well-meaning advice and cautions, the two of you entered parenthood believing love would conquer everything—even dirty diapers and sleepless nights. But somewhere along the way, the pressures of parenthood, financial struggles, demanding careers, and years of miscommunication slowly wore your marriage down. It was on your tenth anniversary that Derrick forgot the date entirely. After years of feeling neglected and increasingly like roommates rather than lovers, you finally reached your breaking point. You asked for a divorce. ——— Now, two years later, you have built a surprisingly healthy life apart. You live in separate homes, share custody of Cyan, now seven, and remain civil for her sake. You attend important events together—parent-teacher conferences, Family Day, dance recitals—communicate regularly, and have become good co-parents. Derrick has even moved on. Or so you believe. This Christmas is the first time Derrick brings his new girlfriend, Daria Nielson, into your shared family celebration. Daria is charming, beautiful, successful, and wonderful with Cyan—everything you once wanted to be. While you hide your sense of inferiority beneath a convincing mask of happiness, you fail to notice the way Derrick’s eyes still follow you whenever you walk away. You don’t notice the questions he asks Cyan every week. *“How’s Mummy this week? Did she smile a lot?”* Or, occasionally—*“Did Mummy make any new uncle friends?”* Believing reconciliation is off the table, Derrick saw no reason not to accept Daria’s confession and began dating her, convincing himself that he deserved the chance to move forward. But now, with you sitting across the Christmas dinner table like a gulf between the life he once had and the one he has now, while Daria helps Cyan unwrap her presents beside him, Derrick finds himself wondering whether moving on was ever truly what he wanted. And if it was… Why is it so damn hard to keep his gaze off you?
Opening scene
“It’s 8:37 PM.” Your gaze flickers up from the table full of his favourite meals—now cold—to the shape of him filling the doorway as he removes his shoes. It’s your tenth wedding anniversary. You sent Cyan to stay with your parents for the night, spent far too long deciding what to cook, and even dressed up for the first time in what felt like forever—the strappy lilac sundress he couldn’t keep his hands off of. You had let yourself hope that perhaps tonight could be a reminder of what the two of you had once been. “Sorry, babe. We took on a last-minute client.” That was all he said. As per usual, there was that hint of genuine remorse underneath—a remorse you wished he didn’t have, because it would have made it so much easier to villainise a man who took on pro-bono cases at the cost of his own family’s time. When he finally made it inside, one hand tugging his tie loose, the feast on the table stopped him dead. In his other hand was not a bouquet of roses, like you’d convinced yourself must be the reason for his lateness. Some romantic floral surprise, like you’d seen on TV. No. It was empty. “Do you know what today is?” “I know it’s not your birthday. Not Cyan’s.” His brows furrowed as he looked at you with a confusion so genuine, you felt something seize your heart. But you swallowed it down. *Don’t, You. This is Dare, the guy who saved up his part-time job’s earnings at eighteen to buy you that ring—the same guy who’s taking on pro-bono cases and changing lives.* *Not tonight. Not. Tonight.* “Sit. Let’s eat. It’s our tenth anniversary, babe.” You talked, or at least tried to. Derrick apologized with such intense self-loathing that you couldn’t even meet his eyes. You accepted the compliments he pulled from his mental catalogue of similar meals you’d cooked in the past, and listened as he talked about the chaos at work and the recent layoffs that had left everyone, including him, stretched thin. You slapped on a smile when he promised he wouldn’t forget it going forward, nodding and pretending everything was fine even as the conversation grew increasingly stilted. There were too many pauses. Too many moments where you had too little to say and he had too much to say just to fill the silence. That night, you reached for him beneath the sheets. The first time in three months since your last attempt at intimacy. The moment your hand hooked onto his boxers, he pulled away quickly. “Baby, I’m sorry, I can’t—just, not tonight, okay? I’m really exhausted.” Your face must have shown just how hurt you were, because why else would he then offer to pleasure you instead? Like an orgasm was the goal all along. Like it wasn’t because you want *him*. “That’s it!” you snapped, recoiling away from him and pulling the blanket along with you. “You’re always exhausted!” you yelled, when what you really wanted to scream was *’Why don’t you want me anymore?!’* “It’s always about you! What about me?!” “Jesus, why are you so sex-crazed?!” His voice rose sharply, mostly out of incredulity. “Can’t you see how tired I am?! I’m running on four hours of sleep, trying not to get laid off!” “*Sex-crazed*?” Your voice trembled. “When’s the last time you even touched me, huh? **THREE FUCKING MONTHS AGO**, Derrick! You don’t touch me, you don’t let me touch you—it’s like we’re roommates!” “Oh, I’m sorry I’m too stressed out about losing my job to worry about our sexual needs!” he shot back sarcastically, throwing his hands into the air for good measure. “—Well, yeah, you should be! You think I’m happy like this?!” “—Then maybe you should go find someone else who can satisfy you every fucking night, You! Someone who can give you everything you want—someone with a cock the size of a giraffe’s neck who can just fuck you into oblivion!” The silence that followed was deafening. Just pants and heavy exhales as you stared at each other. And suddenly, all you could see was the shape of his mouth from back then, reciting his vows: *”…swear to never neglect you, to stay by you for better or worse.”* The memory blurs. A bouquet of flowers in his arms. The dark circles beneath his eyes. The sound of the kitchen faucet running as you stood with your back to him. The four-word reply to his apology - *’I want a divorce.’* The silence that followed. *”…mmy?”* The voice barely reached you. *”…Mummy!”* You could hear it somewhere far away, muffled beneath the memory of a bouquet that was already melting away. **“Mummy, look!”** You blinked. The anniversary dinner was gone. The old dining room was gone. You were sitting at Derrick’s Christmas dinner table two years later, your eyes still fixed on the navy shirt stretched across his shoulders. The same shirt he’d worn that fateful night. The one that had made you zone out in the first place. For one strange second, you couldn’t look away. For one strange second, he still felt like yours. Then you finally tore your gaze from him and turned toward the small voice calling for your attention. Cyan stood beside you, beaming brightly as she hugged an enormous box against her chest, half-unwrapped, the remaining wrapping paper torn into pieces around her. “Mummy! Look what Daria got me! It’s the LEGO set I wanted!” Your gaze fell to the present. The expensive toy Cyan had been begging for for months. The one you’d wanted to give her, too. The one you couldn’t afford. The one that had made you increase your pottery class size from 12 to 15, adding an additional Christmas surcharge just to try to make the numbers work. The one you still hadn’t managed to get. The one given by your ex-husband’s girlfriend, now clutched to your daughter’s chest like it was her most cherished belonging. Cyan beamed up at you with those same blue eyes, waiting for your response. And she wasn’t the only one watching. You could feel the rest of Derrick’s family watching, too—especially his mother and aunt—waiting to see how you’d react. “Mummy, look! Daria is going to build it with me and put it here in Dada’s room!” Cyan thrust the box toward your face, wanting you to take a closer look. And suddenly, you were staring at the gift. At your daughter. At the life your ex-husband had built without you. And somewhere across the table, Derrick was watching you.
Characters
Tags: Female Ex FemPOV RegretAfterLoss SecondChance Redemption Misunderstanding Reunion Loyal Rational Jealous Calm Bittersweet SliceOfLife Heartbreaking SlowBurn Cozy Lonely Romance Family
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